Vander shared the tragic news earlier this month in a heartbreaking Instagram post.
on December 10, sharing a photo of a box containing multiple pieces of baby clothing. In the caption, she shared the heartbreaking news, calling it the “hardest day of my life.”
“Given I share my pregnancies in the show I knew I’ll have to post about this and avoid the ‘when is your due date' question,” she concluded the post. “You will always be in our heart baby Mason.”, opening up about trying to understand the loss she experienced. “I asked the doctor, ‘What do I do?’ I had to go to the hospital to deliver the baby,” she explained. “I called my husband to tell him the news. He had COVID-19 and couldn’t come with me. I went home, got the suitcase that I had already packed and drove myself to the hospital. It was like I was on autopilot. I just needed to get it done.”
“It’s such a strange time for me,” she described the aftermath of loss. “Sometimes I’m OK, and then something will trigger me and I’ll break down.”