The former “Osbournes” star talked about relapsing after nearly four years of sobriety on the latest 'Red Table Talk' episode.
The self-described"closet drinker" recalled telling herself, at first, that she had the power to stop.
"For the first two days, I could handle just having one drink, but it was because I sat there and was like, 'You're only having one drink, and you're gonna prove to everyone that you're normal now and you can do this.' And all of a sudden, everything's falling apart," she said. The 36-year-old star said she knew she'd lost control when she saw the"disappointed" way her boyfriend, cinematographer Erik Bragg, looked at her."I was at my boyfriend's house, and I was s---faced on his couch, eating pizza, and he looked over at me and I felt the way he looked at me," she said."And I was like, 'Oh no, I never want him to look at me like that again. Ever.' Like that didn't make me feel good.
She continued,"He was disappointed because he hadn't seen that side of me, so to suddenly be like well, 'This is the side I never wanted you to see. You've seen it. Let's hope you never meet her again.' It was embarrassing because for the first time ever, I actually care how he feels and I care how my behavior impacts him. I only want to be the best version of myself for my family and my boyfriend and my friends and I was not. I was the furthest thing away from that.
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