This advice column explores the complex emotions and dilemmas faced by a person dealing with a deeply abusive mother nearing the end of her life. The author grapples with the decision to continue visiting and engaging with her mother, despite the emotional toll it takes. He also considers the possibility of communicating his feelings and experiences to his mother, weighing the potential benefits against the risks.
My four siblings and I were raised by a cruelly abusive mother. We all carry heavy baggage into our adult lives. Our symptoms are classic: addictions, low self-esteem, attachment disorder, over/under achievement, introversion and loneliness, to name a few. I've never enjoyed spending time with or speaking with my mother, as I still see her as evil and unrepentant, and indeed, she's still quite willing and able to lash out verbally when it finds it convenient.
She has never expressed any awareness of or remorse for the damage she did. She hasn't much time left on this earth; at 93 she's failing physically and mentally. She is a lonely woman who lives alone. I still visit her to take care of handyman tasks, have lunch, at holidays, etc. Why do I (and should I) continue to spend time with her when it still activates my PTSD? Is it (probably) too late to say anything to her about my perceptions (I'm afraid the conversation wouldn't go well, likely resulting in a total cessation of contact)? And should I feel obligated to say anything kind about her after she's passed? Even though you may, at times, chastise yourself for spending time with your mother and helping her with tasks, please try to allow yourself some grace. You're trying to do the right thing and, likely, also hoping that this kindness can earn some kindness in return. These are things that you can unpack and start to heal in therapy. There's a lot there and it's not too late to start, if you haven't already. You ask if it's too late to say something to her about what you've experienced. It's not. However, as you prepare for the conversation, remember that this person may not be willing or able to give you what you need. That doesn't mean you can't ask for it. But it does mean that you will also want to share your truth with others, a loved one or friend, who can hold it with you and help you process it. What to say when she passes, if anything, is also a question of expectations. Try to separate what you need in order to find peace from what you feel she'd demand of you. I think what you're really asking is if you need to continue to operate under her terms, now or in the future. You don't. Your truth is your guiding star. Even if she won't acknowledge it, it doesn't diminish it, nor does it mean you shouldn't follow it
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