A Heartbreaking, Ongoing Infertility Struggle Won't Stop YouTuber Rebecca Zamolo From Having a Family
"I felt reassurance in the fact that they're just like, it's nature," Zamolo explained of hearing story after heartrending story. "And for whatever reason it didn't come to term because it wasn't right. Something wasn't right. That's just the way biology works. And for me, it was like, 'Okay, well, it didn't work, it's upsetting, but for whatever reason it just wasn't right.
"It was going so smooth and all my levels were high that I really wasn't holding my breath because everything looked so positive. I had no reason to think it wouldn't work," she shared. "I was like, 'Oh, everything's great, my levels are great, I have no morning sickness. I'm good!' I was definitely overly positive."Though not without reason. At the eight-week mark, "we heard the heartbeat," Zamolo said. "And it was so special.
In that moment when the familiar flicker was absent from the ultrasound screen, everything changed, including her ability to experience any subsequent pregnancies with unbridled optimism. "I think this next time going around, I will be a little bit more worried," Zamolo admitted. But she outright refuses to be negative.